I Can, I Will

I started Weight Watchers about 2 months ago. I started at 227 lbs, and this week on monday I weighed in at 220.7 lbs. I know it isn't a ton, but its a start, it's progress and a step in the right direction. I decided today that I need to do better. I am tired of hating my body, and the way I look. I hate looking at myself and wanting to cry, and being the heaviest person in my group of friends. I hate being so tired and feeling like my husband doesn't look at me the way he did before (I know he still thinks I'm beautiful, and that he  loves me). I want him to be able to walk around and think he has the best looking wife around. Tonight I layed out a schedule that includes cooking healthy meals and making time to exercise each day. I am printing out pictures of me at my healthiest to motivate myself, as well as some quotes. I can do this and I will do this, by next summer I will be ready for swim suit season (even if I can never wear a bikini, I will be confident enough to be in a swimsuit) and by next month I will be at my first weight watchers goal, 216 lbs. I can, and I will.